I very much so dislike talking with my brother.  I don't think we can ever relate to each other even though we are only a couple years apart.  Our lives are miles away.  What sucks more is that he talks to me like he has my life figured out.  All everyone ever does is pressure me and I feel like I have to conform to others all the time.  No one ever asks me what I want.  It's always what they want.  He's a father and a husband I get it.  That is his priority, but why does that have to be my priority to?  I'm not sure if he even realizes that he's mixing my life with his when it should be separate.  I'm tired of talking already.  I don't want to talk to him about anything anymore.

I feel like I am really close to someone and yet I feel distant from them as well.  I don't know why I feel this way or maybe if they are making me feel this way.  I wish I can be open and honest, but there is that fine line and I don't want to make things weird.  I've driven people away because I teetered on that line.  I don't know what to do anymore...